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Aug 19, 2004/ 11:57 PM
Sabs...

time really flies very quickly... all our term tests were finally over... i'm so relieved, but worried, coz the results will be coming out in these few weeks... this year had not been a very good year... maybe becoz mok is a *jinx to me... since the start of the year until now, i hadn't had good times even during the long holidays, and now the chinese debate is a disaster...

and my god, the chinese debate today... our teacher said it was a great success as it "forces" those who do not speak often to voice out their opinions and show their "prowess" ,or however it is spelled, on the realm of conversation... SUCCESS???????? it's more of a total destruction and failure ratehr than that... some lame topics, and i don't think i want to get involved in politics coz the motion is quite political as the bilingual policy is adopted by the ministry of education... why on earth should i care about this??????? i didn't say i want to be a politician in the future, i would rather "laze" along and do whatever the government wants... because i live in a place called singapore........................

sabbaticals coming up next week... chosen environmental chemistry... dunno whether izzit a really wise choice... i hope so, and hope that the course would be enriching, minus the discussions and questions... primary purpose of joining this course: to get chemistry ACE points... i don't really have enough, though i handed in a resource package, but dunno how many points will it fetch... secondary purpose: when am i interested in chemistry??? suddenly i feel that i'm beginning to pick up an interest in chemistry... ok, maybe because my classmates also joined the course, but dunno why got that interest... maybe becoz of the damn teacher... mok teach until so enthu, make me so enthu also...... dunno whether chemistry term test got do well or not...

talking about this week, focus: athens olympics... ronald susilo lost to thailand!!! i can't believe it... the score: 10 - 15, 1 (!!!) - 15... omg, how come so lousy??? beat the world no. 1 cannot beat neighbouring players... maybe the sports council shouldn't have the damnned reward for winning an olympic medal... 1 million for just a gold medal... where got enough??? even we eat and sleep for 4 years also need more than that! olympics only 4 years once and the reward so low??? some more the stupid newspapers keep reporting about him having high hopes in winning the gold medal and look what happened! no way am i going to be a journalist in the future or else i would be bombarded by people like myself for writing stufff that "makes people fall into very deep traps"...

not to have high expectations or else you will fail miserably...

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